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i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
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Saturday, March 13, 2010

a picture speaks a thousand words

Hello:D
i've actually realised that there are people reading this spaceof mine.
so sorry for the emotional sessions i had.
it had been a hard time without him.
things got way out of hands when stories twisted thanks to some "friends".
but hack.i dont give a damn.
thankfully for some events that got me the courage to talk to him again.
well, things are working out just fine now.
we actually spent some alone time and talked things out.
im actually thankful he came back.
maybe its true that i can't live without him :D

okayy i guess i'llmake up to what mylife had been gg thru.
i really wished things could have gone back to my cousin's wedding.
things were just as fine then.
and that was on the 29th of november 2009.

i was the bride'smaid!
i super love the dress.too bad it was a rental :(



and then things got haywired.
no school,boyfriend busy,things got messed up.
we did talk in someways but things got worse then better and then worse again.
till Xinyi's 21st chalet on the 6th Feb 2010.
things were AWESOME!!
i had the best night with him.
i couldn't ask for more.
it was onlyhim i saw and me he saw.
the couples got busy their own.
and the other 2 left early.
Xy and her bf knocked out with their friends later that day.

till now the night seemed like it was just yesterday.
he remembers the night clearly as well.
best i ever had.
and im grateful for more to come:D
Lasalle's open house 2010
i can't remeber the date.it was somewhere in feb i think.
Lasalle's rythem ensemble...

fucking fun.
boyfriend played too:D
And then there was Chingay 2010.
im still waiting for Susi to upload pictures.
it was fun.
but the process was tiring ttm.
the late night rehersals and school early in the morning the next day.
but boyfriend gave me support to hang on.
well, that was like cny period,close to the performance.
it was when we got close,like really close again :D
i love my shirt.
its like 3 sgd bucks only.from batam.

it explains the tired faces.
this was show day.
and then late afternoon - night at (certain days) rehersal for 'Now showing'..
another foundation production by the theatre and dance students.
fun fun fun.
more fun when the show ended :P
there were many shots to this group photo.


i guess this is the most perfect one.
variations item by us.
super multi coloured.
nice combination though :D
Sing Sing Sing.
most exposed outfit i had on for any dance piece i've done before.
but wooo.i loved it!
the dance was great too. except if there was lightings....

hours before the show...
I'm a woman scene.
thank god it was over.i had to start the song...

strange pose i had and Anggerek had a snap of it...
backstage dramas:
lovely Serene :D

and with Evelyn..

Anita, Serene and Susi!

they were apparently en pointe to balance their heights and mine except for Susi.

and then the wholegang minus Dex.
love this picture:D

the two xin as "kidnappers"..
trying to nab me. totaly didnt know i was in this shot.
but its classic man.
all the same espressions...

thanks for this shot Anggerek.
one word for this shot, VAIN. and that would be me.

quick change of clothes for rehersal run.
and am always camera ready :D
post production bbqat Robert's..
whats the worst part,finding and getting out of the place.
it was fun and forgive my anyhow dressing and unglammed puffy face.
had bf problems the night before....
[its sorted out now]
and everyone else looked great for a bbq!
damn.

Cards at Robert's nest.


love our espressions.
classic.
looks like i just caught them"breaking the sofa"..
damn,i love my legs.
okay,seriously,i havent been taking alot of pictures.
will try to.
lazy to take pictures uh.
not so in dressing up now :D
im in love with you baby >
in case you were wondering,you're like a hurricane to me.
your violence is beautiful,your center is sweet.
in case you were wondering,you're everything to me.
Love,
Nana

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Monday, March 8, 2010

its meant to be.thats why you came back.

hello :D
sorry i've been sorting out alot of things recently and im glad things got better then it was before.
school's fine.
baby's getting busy.
im getting thinner.
jialat.
im such a mess now.
hate the length of my hair :(
i hve nth to blog about man.
school's school.
project week "supposed to be holidays" also back to school. no difference!
kay im gg to bed.just wanted to let you know im allright.


dear baby;
i guess i dont have the courage to tell you how happy i am now that im back in ur arms.
yes im annoying you.i guess you're used to :P
those early morning texts really gave me alot of strength to stand up and be strong for you.
im really moved by everything you've started to realise and i know how much i mean to you now.
know, i cherish these very moments when im with you and all this affection you've been showing me really touched me deep inside.
i suppose you do believe and do know exactly how much you mean to me from the start.
baby, we're meant to be.
i know you see that now.
im in love with you idiot!


love,
Nana

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